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I've been at the hospital all night.  Our boys are doing great today.  They have both done great with their cpap check.  Both had weight gains as well.

The night in the NICU was one that no mother should ever see.  I have images in my heart and mind that I will never forget the rest of my life.  My mother in law said that the NICU is a place that is filled with angels watching over the little babies....but tonight I just don't know about that now.  I do feel grateful for the health our boys have had.  But, I just don't understand why these little ones, so Innocent and beautiful, have to endure all the pain and suffering they do.  All the babies in the NICU try so hard, and battle with all they have...and to many of them don't win.

I just pray my boys keep fighting.